I Am That Fool

I am that fool.

That foolish girlfriend that will be super insecure and get super jealous, but shake it off because she doesn't want to be weak.
That foolish person who refuses to cry onto your shoulder because she is afraid she will never stop if she starts crying. And yet all these times that she has cried you've always managed to stop her.
The fool that refuses to look into your eyes in her most vulnerable moments because it's still hard to believe that someone like you genuinely shows care for her.
And as a friend, that foolish person that will be there for you no matter what. Even though she was known to coldly cut people off.
That fool that loves you, your flaws, no matter how fucked up you are.
That fool that knows you, even more than yourself.
That fool that sees and knows the pain you've been through.
The fool that says, you deserve to be loved, albeit by a fool. But still deserving of love regardless.
That fool that defends you when people talk bad about you, and her friends when you insult them.
That fool that sometimes looks like she's mad, when she is in deep thoughts.
That fool that you call stupid for wanting to walk alone.
That fool that cries too much over you when she misses you too much.
That fool that has the mood of this year's winter, which you can handle well.
That fool that... is actually pretty empathetic.
The fool that forgives you every time because she knows you are not okay at the moment and all she wants to do is help.
That fool that knows hurting is part of a relationship.
That fool that..... would love you forever.

No...I am me. I am the person who will give you everything even if I have nothing, and even if you had nothing I would still love you regardless. I am the person who will cry for your sadness because I understand your pain. But if that's what the definition of a fool is. Then I am that fool. That fool for you.

I miss you, and love you. A lot.